What Are Words ?

American Idol 2011 Top 24 - Chris Medina .

Altough he didn’t make the final 24 on American Idol, but Chris Medina won in a much bigger way when he won America's heart. His story touches my heart and i did cried when i heard his story . It's one of the most touching story i've heard in my entire life ( In my 8 Years Of Watching American Idol ) that i will remember it forever.

His story and singing has prompted people from around the country to raise money for Juliana Ramos, his fiance, who suffered a brain injury in a car crash just months before their planned wedding in 2009. Chris has taken care of Ramos ever since and once his story made national television, things took a turn for the better. Being a loyal and a man of his words is what i admire him for despite having the burden or hardships he's facing in his life .

Personally , ever since he sang The Script - Breakeven in the American Idol audition , I was confident that he will surely be the next american idol but things did not turn out the way WE wanted him to be instead he made it to the top 24 . Even for Jennifer Lopez , it was the hardest decision for her to tell Chris Medina that he didn't made it to the top 24 that leave her in tears . Altough Chris left American Idol but the support that i have towards him is still there . He's a role model and a singer that i know .

Besides Chris leaving American Idol , he was paid to have a recording contract for his song " What Are Words " Learning his suffers and it was finally made it into a song . By the music video , I was touched that he actually cried while singing it . But he never gives up instead he continue singing it to the end . Altough he might left American Idol , But he received donations worth more than 100k . I wish him and his fiance all the best in life :)

Appearence Doesn't Matter , Just The Heart

As the word says : Preety is temperal , Beauty is eternal . Yea , It's really true . As we grow older , our looks fades but what remains is our heart . The heart will never change it's own shape or appearence , It will always stays the same as long as we live in this world . What i like in a girl is that she's Loving , Caring , Intelligent , Helpful&Kind , Humorous and Friendly :) . Whats the point on going after a hot lady but in the inside is ugly ? It's not worth it at all .

I realized all those are important , When im being' immature' last time . "Go for the looks but just blinded by looks" Get what i meant ? As we grow older , we become more mature inside . Our way of thoughts started to change and we get to know more about life . What i started to know now is just the beginning and there's more to face later in our life . Gosh , i love this kind of topic but writing it in a book is really silly xD .

Well , whenever i write bout this i really enjoy listening to songs . Inside a song , there's a special meaning in it . You just need to read all over and try to understand the words( just like reading English Litreature xD ) . " Feel the song , Touch the words and Bear that in your mind eternally - Daniel Brian Thompson " :D


Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

2 Months + Later :D !

Oh my oh my ,i guess i've forgotten about my blog these days :o . Frankly , been busy wit works , sports and tution . Totally no time for blogs cause i dont have the feel of writing it these days but now i have the writing feeling :) . Well , blog for me is my own diary since i dont have a diary by my bedside haha . Anyway , lots of stuff happened . Finished my ulangkaji test ( Lots of test next =.=) , well . . marks good la for someone who doesn't revised but just remembered what he had studied last year xD .

Well , currently having some interact stuff going on . Firstly , im not an interactor . So called " free lancer " xD . Does work because of friends and no proper club to stay , probably just 1 club ( Christian & Fellowship) altough im a catholic :P . Actually preparing for the WU day is the biggest event for this year and competing among 4 schools . Just hope SAS wins it this year ! FIGHTING !

Well , nothing much to talk about but will update after the WU day perhaps . Gonna get down to work and meybe staying back after school .. Depends la on my mood :D ! Certainly night tutions i might be sleeping away lol .

Your heart is a firework

In life , we're born as a normal human being . There's no way someone is perfect . It's the best to accept for whom we are and God created us in such a way that were special and unique in our own ways . Sometimes we feel like a plastic bag , drifting through the wind and nobody bothers ~ Growing up during my childhood was really hard and I used to feel like that when i was young . I have problem communicating with my friends as i only learn how to speak properly ( Baby 3-4 Years old can speak better than me =.='' ) when im 6+ years old , I live through my whole kingdergaten life being a loner .

But there're some friends who cares bout me despite my incapablities . When im in primary school , im often being bullied and ignored by friends . At that point i almost feel like " whats the point of life ? " and " why do you hate me ? is it im diff from others because of my name ? Improving myself in the midst of hardship , im finally accepted by my friends . I Stop being bullied and people wants to know more bout me .

Oftenly even until today , Whenever strangers sees my name . The 1st question they ask " what kind of person are you ? " I used to hate that question when i was small that i often run away when someone ask me this haha . But now , im used to it and im really proud that people ask me this and somehow i felt special but different from others ;) . Without friends , i would stuck in the world of lonelyness . Sometimes in life , we're humans with a strong heart . We're fireworks and we just need to ignite the light and let it shine ;)

KATY PERRY - FIREWORK

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Watch this Firework MV :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw&ob=av2el

Watch the making of Firework , a 21 minutes video .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4X-f-TIsT5M

My Life

March :

Well , certainly as interactors it's the busiet month as we're really busy preparing for WU day . Well , SAS interactors used my house as a "warehouse" where everyone did thier cutting , pasting and colouring . At the same time food , drinks and xbox entertainment are supplied :) . Got my maids to do the food and drinks , not me xD .

Finally it's WU day , which took place in HSM . Saturday woke up early in the morning and go to high school . Spent a few minutes doing the 70's style hair , used quite a huge amount of hairspray because my hair is semi-wavy/straight .. Aint easy to get the look lol . Well , reach school and do some last minute touch and soon get the models dressed . Im looking like a 70's guy ;D

Picture : *to.ot*

70's style

The group of SAS Fashion Models : (Me) , Willy , Neo

Pic took from : Edmund Foo

Well Sunday it's the closing ceremony of the WU day , schools which participated are : SAS , SMC , SAB , SRI MUAR , HSM . In Classic Hotel . Well , all the performence are nice , not boring ;) . Hopefully , this year 2011 WU day we give it all ! It's our last year in school so lets enjoy ! No matter which position we get , dont worry ! We did our best and no regrets . FIGHTING !

April :

Well , april nothing much to talk about . So i skip april xD . Nothing exciting , Just tutions . Striving to keep up wit my form 4 mid year exam >< . Besides , another problem It's just something to do my relationship wit her last time . What has pass has already pass , it doesn't matter anymore . It's for our own good .

10 Months Later ~ Im still alive but my blog gone rusty~

Well , certainly 2010 has been a year which it's beyond what i expected . Full of suprises , joy and sorrow . Many things happened as i dont mind writing what happened to me for the past few months . As usual , im really busy and i didn't even know i have a blog =.= ! Im old , cnt be blame lolz !

So , i start with my next post ( March - July ) . Aduhai , certainly i remember but couldn't flashback la =.='' . So , this is a short post .

2 months ++ Didn't Update

Im Been Kinda Busy wit form 4 life ,
i even forget i hv a blog also haha ,
There jus someting i Didn't wanna share ,
Well , it's hard in life . .

Day by day , homework
Day by day , life's get complicated
Day by day , I learning new things
Day by day , my Hair grows
Day by day , i gettin confuse
Day by day , im Gettin older
Day by day , i Gettin Forgetfull

Well , From Now On ,
I'll just Try to update my blog
well , i try to keep in touch with you all

Peace My Frenz !

1st Week Of School ~ ~

Once I heard the word school . . no mood wn play or eat also haiz haiz . . the night b4 school , i hv problem sleeping at night . .in bed by 10.50 auto sleep at 12.30am == . .holiday i keep sleeping at 2am - 3 am , of course sleep late thn suddenly sleep early ~ ~ Siao ah !~ Then wake up 6.05 am to school . .fk ! i hate school ! == , dress up thn go school . . 1st day of school quite exciting hahaha , i miss school means is my friends :)

2nd - 3rd day orientasi week , seriously . .can sleep wan la ! ! accept those important wn i forced myself to be awake . . then teks book pinjam dy and lesson starts 4th day

4th day , i go tukar my class from arts to science cause i dn wanna end up in last class ==, i dunno anybody there also Zzz . . then gt permission go science , i dn wn tk biology == . .instead i go science 2nd class :) . .I say goodbye to 4B dy T^T . . dn wanna return T^T

5th Day , Lesson go on as usual . . normal school day and borin life . . toooo mny tution to go to . .form 4 , Honeymoon Year . . Turn to b . . Hell Year == . . . die lor , i nid 2 keep on studyin to improve dy . .no time 2 plae haiz haiz

23rd - 26th November 2009 Camp Pelangi ( Part 2 )

The Some OF the Scenes TOok Outdoor In the beach ! Oh Yeeeeeaaaaahhh ! I really enjoy swimming , Push My Fren Inside Water , Splash Water and usin Water Pistol ^^ . . Haha , really nice la. .i'm so lucky to come here and enjoy myself ! Here Are some pictures took in the beach ! Really awesome !

My Group Frens ! In the beach b4 Goin for our telematch !

From Left : kian ying , Me , Hong keat , Caleb and Yern Yee

In a line , waiting for orders by the facilitator . . Tis game is about searching for things around the sand ( I nt sure but is it treasure hunting :l ??? )

The sunset scenery , we are playin , swimming and bullying others haha ! But we onli can play for 30 minutes , awww . .bt cnt go deeper into the sea scare gt jellyfish . . haiz haiz , bt nvm la , at least we swim around also okay . . Come to our room , we all busuk and our clothes basah haha , wt to do ? juz mandi air panas . . then my room sure pack wit people because thy wn use the heater haha . . If collect money from them good also :)

Forward to last day 26th november 2009 , our last day in camp pelangi T^T .. hai ya , so sad to leave each other . .some are crying and hugging each other . .bt sad la , wish had more days to stay and hv fun awwww . . . Then the bus from muar supposed to arrive at 2pm , But delay ! we onli cn go back at 4.40pm =_= . . haiz haiz , but other thn tat , we play games and chat chat chat until the bus arrived haha . .sad to leave that place but we have good memories

Reach muar emmanuel church at 7pm , tat time we balik kampung T^T . .when reach home .. the 1st thing i do is facebooking and hv 5 new friend request :) . . Then , Tat Nite Sleep early and vry sick also =_= . .lack of sleep in tat camp

So there's where it Ends , I hope we hv a chance to meet each other again and hopefully is much more better ! I am Waiting to go again :) Peace My Frenz !

My Camp Pelangi Group Introduction ^_^

This is my group for tis year Camp pelangi ^^

From Left To Right !


Front Row : Hui Ni ( Papa ) and Shea Dee ( Mama )


2nd Row : Yee Chia ( Teacher ) , Caleb ( Narrator ) , Kian Ying ( Pai Kia )


3rd Row : Daniel ( Leader ) , Hong Keat ( " Ah Qua " ) , Yern Yee ( Policeman )


4th Row : Auntie Eing Siew ( Group Facillitator ) , Hui Ling ( Siao kia's Gf )


5th Row : See Wei ( Doctor ) , Shing Yee ( Siao Kia Sis )


This Is My Group's Name ^^ , They Are The Best :)



The Post given Is actually for drama in Our fun night ( 25th November ) Last Night , We Did not Win But At Least We Try Hahaha . . Well , i'm basically a leader Who Sleeps =_= , Afternoon go Bck to my room and sleep but i didn't even noe gt drama practise haiz haiz . .blur blur blur me @_@ . .





The drama acting was fun , Tittled " Syabu Syabu om Bak Bak " syabu Is a Type of Drug i took in drama ( i tk sweets :) ) The drama is about " siao kia who takes drugs --> Into Big Trouble --> And Become "Guai" kia " And nt More Thn 20 Minutes the Drama . .But After Tat I Was Dissapointed Bout Myself Tat Time , But She cheered Me Up Through SMS , She told "Me Tat It Juz A Drama , At least We tried" Win or Lose Also Nothing . . tat part Makes Me Feel From Moody To Happy ^^ . . I really thnk Her A Lot !


We celebrate Willie's Koh birthday together with auntie Eing Siew Too ^^ . . it was fun but tat night was our last night T^T , So we are allowed to stay up for the whole night . .u wan or dn wan sleep also cn . .i toooo sleepy so i sleep at 2.30am , cnt tahan at all . .








The next Post Is " 23rd-26th November 2009 Camp pelangi " ( part 2 ) Enjoy !




Credits to : My group ^^

My Camp Pelangi Pictures And Fun Time Part 1

23rd November - 26th November ( Part 1 )

When Reach Camp , Suprise To see the bed is so nice , and somemore my bedroom is the only room which has a heater shower !! WOW !! So , My room D7 Is a " Heater Room Service" No charges apply , but enter the namelist of the bathroom user haha , The BEst part tat the beach is so nice and the scenary is awesome :)

Then Worship time we sing song , dance here dance there and Group session We Discuss Bout Life and Our Personality . . Wat a nice night to be :) , Tis Is A pictures of the Scene durin praise and worship And also Group Discussion ^^

The Some Of the Picture In Indoors , Is Interesting , In the morning we have devotion , as for my group . .caleb will do the talk hahaha , but his funny and pure genius . . he's a nice guy with a great talent in piano . . But why i Kene choose to be leader in my group le =_= , why nt caleb T^T . .But anyway , i juz accept the fact tat i'm happy as a leader haha . . at elast i hv an experience to be a leader . .hopefully next year if i become a leader , i'll b a great leader :)

As For my group I'm happy For Them ^^ . . In the Next post , I'll talk About my group . . They're Nice peoples ^^ , Friendly and Meybe They Kene my Siao Sickness also :l , Juz Jokin Hahaha . . Tats All I hv to say about tis post

PArt 2 Will Be coming Up , Juz be Patience LA !

Finally Reach Camp Pelangi At Port Dickson !

From my Imagination , i tought tat place is gonna be a resort , gt swimming pool , Nice bedroom , Nice place and a New building . .then sure got buffet at Morning. . . From my suprise when i reach there =_= , Is nt wat i imagine . . . . . . opposite from my description , But the Place Is Cool And Nice yeeeahh !! CHanged my Mind :)
The Best Scenery Of the BEach , The Landscape And YEah ! the Sunset !!!

Those Are the Best Scenary Of the BEach And the place , it was Fun And interesting :)

Credits To : Albert And Auntie Mary Gan For the Beautiful Pictures :)

22nd November - 23rd November , Day b4 Camp Pelangi

Tat Night , I started feeling tat dam why i pay for tat camp . .2morrow goin dy , I dn wanna go T^T . . But wat to do , i payed liao . .So at Nite packing my stuff , testing out new baju and pants . . But lazy wan do the packing . . TROUBLESOME !!

So at nite when playing games , totally no mood and vry vry sleepy . .at Nite wn to sleep also vry hard , Worried bout 2morrow and half excited bout goin 2 camp suddenly . . Then suddenly sleep next morning wake up and yeah!! 2day i goin to camp pelangi dy ^^

23rd November 10 am : went for medical check - up in Clinic melaya , b4 goin there . .i saw jackson's car passing thru the traffic light haha , he went makan i guess . . Arrive clinic , hv to Wait 45 Minutes jus to gt medical check - up =_= Haiz haiz . .i already late and somemore jackson is goin my house somemore . .then 11 am finally my turn . .juz a 1 minutes check up and ok liao . .balik rumah

So at 11.40am , Jackson reach my house i go mandi and style my hair . . then makan maggie mee b4 leaving . . Then I head out to emmanuel church to wait for bus arrival . . waiting for bus for 15 minutes , inside bus already i noe some people who i long time dn meet . .my mum's ex tution students .. . Yeah , they recognise me but i cnt recognise them =_= . . . . . .

So then , Set Out to Port Dickson Golden Sand Resort ! Yeaaaahhhh !!!!!!!!

At Home Suckz !!!!

My timetable For Staying At Home

9 am :Wake Up -> On Computer , Facebooking
10am : Take Breakfast , Regular Sometimes Bread or MAggie mee and with tea
10.30 : Chatting wit fren on MSN , planning which game to plae
10.45: In sudden attack or Wolfteam playina nd shooting . .watching blood @_@ YEahh!!
12pm: Bath , Makan , watch tv
1.15 : On my computer , facebooking and playing games again
3.40: Is either I Sleep or Onlining
5.30: Go down makan Lunch , watch tv
6.45: Is either i go out or Onlining
8 pm : mAKan Dinner wit parents and watch tv
9 pm : Onlining and playing games
10.30: Facebooking
11.15: Playing games
12.30: Listening to My Mp3 ( NiteDreaming )
1am : Sleep Like Pig @_@

5 Reasons Why I'm Bein Called As An Emo, Altough I'm Not :l

1. I love to spend my time alone with my handphone while sitting on a chair , feelin boring and moodless

2. I'm Easily Depressed and Angry Easily

3. I Hv A Fringe That Looks Like an Emo , My hair isn't Spiky but I Juz Following Asian hairstyle :l ( makes me Wonder )

4. I alwayz wear black shirt sometimes white shrits with tight jeans

5. I cnt Control My Anger At ALL !

Makes Me Wonder , I'm Nt An Emo :l But Somehow Is it natural that i'm An Emo ? :l . .Those Are the Questions . .

Freedom Continue

Weekdays Scedule Of Freedom

* 7 - 1pm - In School Doin Notin , Bully Ppl , Joke , Play , Sleep , Poker-ing , Unno-Ing , Chess-ing, lepak and Trepassing Into Library SSSHHH...!!!

*1.15pm - 4pm - Is either i Sleep , or Online , Eating Tats All.. i Dn read Books At ALL!!

4pm-6pm - Watch Tv , Eat Of COurse , Online

6-10pm - Playin CSO , CSO , CSO , CSO , WT , WT , Wt , WT only

10-11.30pm - Facebook-ing , Watchin TV and Than Sleep


Weekends

9am-12an - Eat , Sleep , Play , Eat , Rest , Sleep , Eat , Online , Online , Rest , Sleep , Church , Play , CSO , CSO , WT , Watch Tv , Rest , Eat and Lastly Sleep

4-5th Days Of PMR

Tat Day Good La ! , Sunday Night Cn Sleep n Waiting 4 The next day :D , monday is semi-final , I jus 75% happy , I alwayz tought tat mathematic is sure gonna be very very tought , indeed == , vry tough for paper 1 and easy ! for paper 2 ^^ .. K la , At least i tried my Best good enough la .. Later Sejarah , i Can do but jus 7 questions really Kong Mong , I jus Tk A retangle Rubber , Throw It and Ka Boooom ! 3 times comes out A ! , 1 time come out C .. K la , Majority , i go With A La .. After Exam , I go lend Ah Moh's Paper and compare , end up i gt 49 out of 60 .. Liao , liao , liao !! 49 , Danger Zone ! If Cn gt A is Depends Nw .. Later Went hOME Happily ..

Last Day Of PMR , I woke up 5.15 Am in the morning , cn sleep anymore because tooo excited:D:D:D:D , On9 , See Videos And go Bath liao .. arrive school , everyone became siao kia .. laughin , plannin and bullyin or course ..Durin KH exam , I Sweating liao la .. So Hard T^T .. Espicially the Simpan Kira , Think Till Cnt think Already ... Luck cnt settle already like i Used in Sejarah Exam T^T .. onli God cn help me lor.. After tat , MERDEKA ! MERDEKA ! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! .. Go to Eddie house and celebrate our freedom ^^

At the End Of the day , Freedom continues and will expired at 3rd January 2009 After tat , A Whole New Chapter of life and a brand new world ! Oh yeah ! Target For nxt year ... haven't consider yet ==

1st - 3rd Day Of PMR

My my , PMR .. Is jus a F**King Exam >< .. My brain Gonna Explode liao la ! Think too much ..
Why 1st-2nd day Exam so so Damn hard le !! Think till wn sleep in exam hall Zzz.. BM was Hard , I dn know If i cn gt "A" ... If hard, standard Low .. Meybe 70 Above "A" .. I confident cn gt 70% Above , Bt muz gt A !

BI was ok la , Objective gt 38 or 39 / 40 i happy la.. but essay i Piang liao la ! Tat Damn Article , i Forgot to Write "written By .. DAMN !! -5 Marks ! Tat Day was A Super Busy day on Thursday .. After BI , than my fren go out eat in a chinese stall .. YUMMY ^^!! .. i Terminum Coca-Cola , Nowonder science i cnt Even do Subjective because is so DAMN HARD ! my dad says , Even if Science 65% , Is "A" .. I Hope SO !!!!! Depend on Luck !

Today ( friday ) , Thank God Geografi Was Easy ^^ And i Manage to gt 52/60 ^^ Hahaha.. My class gt 1 all correct and some -3,-4,-5 , -7,-8 Wrongs :I .. Nw I hv to concentrate a lot on Sejarah , KH and Maths .. Juz these 3 Subjects .. Is Over ! PMR F**K Off!!

Cnt wait for Tuesday ! , i Gonna plan wat i gonna do for my holiday ^^

* I seldom update my blog ! *

I'm irresponsible for not updating my blog for a long time .. after PMR , I'll try to update my blog about the life of me

I been busy lately and i seldom blogin nowadays .. i'm alwayz on facebook 24/7 non stop and watchin anime to release stress!

Soon PMR over, i update Everything !

Peace !

* A Day before PMR starts *

Hands Inset : Me , Boo seng hong , Jackson , Gabriel Lee , Eddie Lee , Ei Ming Choon , Sing Chen , Wee Pern , Justin , Moh Yee khim , Danny , Chee Hui And 1 More I Forgot ..


We decided to form a circle as a sign of nakama ( Best Friends ) + Good Luck And everything .. The picture were taken on 6th Of october By me usin Jackson Hp ( Lucky my bro brought , if nt.. dn hv ! )

As the circle says : We Are One Together !

Wish all Schools Form3 good Luck ! Peace